Sorry folks. Im done with my tblog. It was annoying me.

so if you want to go to my NEW blog...then please feel free.

www.xanga.com/joinkers

Everything seems to be easier there.

And also EVERYONE is getting one....... so there you go.

wonderful life everyone.

THIS is cruel happiness.

CHECK THEM OUT!

I got all of the good pictures from today!

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Just go in to "how cant you love them?"

woo!

I need to add all of my pictures in to that thing. Its awesome!

gail wanted me to put them on the internet so I did!

goodnight! again....

So I wake up to the sound of my cell phone ringing at EXACTLY 11. I really didnt want to answer it but I got up to get it anyway. When I answered with a really groggy voice, I hear Nyssa and Julia say hello.

ugh. TOO EARLY!

Then we all think of something we could do. A PLAN A PLAN.

So then we decided to make valentines day cards somewhere. My house was the winner of the vote. BUT I kept saying that I had to go on my bike ride.

Julia comes over and goes with me to the dollar tree. I got 3 bags of dum dums and some pop rocks! While Julia got sweet tarts and..........something else.

Our are pretty tired by the time we got back and there we  waited for Nyssa. We also called Gail in the mean time. She tells us she can come! PARTAY!

whos missing.......

NATALIE!

we invite her as well.

We all make a huge mess with the piles of brightly colored paper, glue, and scissors. THEN Julia leaves. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

I then go get my digital camera and start taking a few random pictures of the three of them. Sexy pictures. And at one point I switched the thing on my camera to VIDEO and started taking a video. (they didnt know! well...nyssa did) I didnt need good light because the funniest part was the things NATALIE was saying.

EXAMPLES:

"Put your arms ALL the way up gail! And then I will put my arms to the side, and then NYSSA puts her hands down below! AND IT WILL LOOK FUNNY! ALL THE WAY UP GAIL! GAILLLL! All the way UP! Raise your arms above your head. Come on.......cooooooooooooome oooooooooon."

"everyones on my butt."

"I feel like a puppy."

::jumping on a pogo stick:: "Its like a sex toy!...but... not......"

"I want the camera!!! I want the camera! omg......."

"look its jill! l-l-l-l-look its jill!"

"looooooooook its nyssa! its nyssa. its nyssa! l-l-look its nyssa!"

"and look! its me! its me! its me! Im skateboarding! look its me Im skateboarding! watch me! watch me skateboard!"

::stares really close in to the camera:: "HELLO????? HELLOOOOOOOOOO?!?!? Helll- OH LOOK THERES A CAR COMING! vrooooooom!"

::sigh:: I deleted one of the videos on accident. It had a lot of good stuff on it too. :(

Well. They at least got to see the video though. It sucks that I deleted it.

After they left I went over to adams. He, Justin and I play katamari dmacy the whole time. It was wicked awesome! Except I suck at that game.

And here I am.

TIRED.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOODNIGHT!

Oh yes. and I dedicate this post to my friends who always make life so entertaining.

King of the Hill is like... The funniest show EVER.

Well not really. But it gives me amusement to watch it just because every once in a while there is a good quote that I always wish I wrote down. So thats why Im going to be sitting here by the computer waiting for one of those awesome quotes to write down,

UGH! ads.

This officially is the most boring episode I have ever seen. WOW. SO much for my plan.

"I will be god some OTHER time! How about during Easter? Thats durring baseball season and nobody cares about that!"

that was the BEST line in the show. And it wasnt very good.

GRAH! SOOOO much for me being a fan of that show.

On to other things.

Grape soda!!!

Its food stuff.

I WILL update later tonight but I really must go.

1) I should be doing my homework

2) King of the Hill is on again

3) I need to PARTAY! because its just me here. AND IM LIVIN LARGE!

4) and also my butt hurts from sitting here.

yep thats it

Everyone else does these so I just might as well too!

‡” I N F O R M A T I O N ‡” ? ‡”
Name: Jill
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Female
Birthday: September 5, 1990
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: Katie who is 10, and Emily who is going to be 17 soon
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Current color is red. Natural color is blonde. You can see my roots!
Height: 5’ 4” I think.

‡” ? ‡” R E L A T I O N S H I P S ‡” ? ‡”
Who are your best friend?: I don’t…have a best friend. I just have some really good friends!
Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Not at the moment

‡” ? ‡” F A S H I O N | S T U F F ‡” ? ‡”
Where is your favorite place to shop: Pac Sun? I DO wish that is was cheaper though.
Any tattoos or peircings: I used to have my ears pierced. And I don’t have a tattoo. If I DID have one though, I would have it on my lower back. Heh.

‡” ? ‡” S P E C I F I C S ‡” ? ‡”
Do you do drugs?: No
What kind of shampoo do you use?: let me check. PANTENE
What are you most scared of?: I’m scared that someday my problems will lead to me loosing my friends in some way. Don’t ask how.
What are you listening to right now?: A commercial TV selling microwavable foods. Ew. And when I say microwavable I mean like frozen dinners.
Who is the last person that called you?: called ME? My mom.
Where do you want to get married?: Outside in Door County, Wisconsin or on the beach….somewhere………
How many buddies are online right now?: Do I REALLY have to count? Fine. Its like 48 or something like that
What would you change about yourself?: I would like to be more PHYSICALLY fit and also I would want to change my “preferences” on people a little bit…

‡” ? ‡” F A V O R I T E S ‡” ? ‡”
Color: black, pink, blue
Food: Thai Curry
Boys name: Im serious when I say that I like the name Jeffery. And Adam is a cool name too.
Girls name: LAFAWNDUH!
Subjects in school: Science!

‡” ? ‡” H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ‡” ? ‡”
Given anyone a bath?: this little girl I was babysitting once.
Smoked?: No
Bungee jumped?: NO! but I REALLLLY want to!
Made yourself throw up?: Once. Or twice.
Skinny dipped?: NO.
Ever been in love?: yeah. I really have.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Probably
Pictured your crush naked?: My crush at the MOMENT? No. ever? Yeah.
Actually seen your crush naked?: no.
Cried when someone died?: Yes... I have
Lied:  Yeah... Not like it was all something that people would hate me for.
Fallen for your best friend?: MAYBE…………..
Been rejected?: yeah huh
Rejected someone?: yeah…..
Used someone?: Not that I know of/
Done something you regret?: LOTS of times.

‡” ? ‡” C U R R E N T ‡” ? ‡”
Clothes: Jeans, one of my MANY striped shirts…
Music: Greenday
Make-up: Mascara, eye liner, blush, and….not much foundation like at ALL. I hate eye shadow.
Smell: The smell of my moms wonderful cooking!
Desktop picture: This picture my friend Erika took of a lake!
Book you're reading: The Scorpion House
CD in player? Jason Mraz
DVD in player: Napoleon Dynamite I bet.

there ya go!

Im going to dare you to do something RIGHT NOW!

So go pick up a pencil and hit it against the edge of some sort of surface. It made a noise right?

"no"

WELL DO IT AGAIN! But this time on a different place on the pencil. It made a DIFFERENT noise this time right? Exactly.

So what if there was some sort of stick that you could hit against something and the STICK would make a noise?? and then you hit it in a different place and it made ANOTHER noise?????!?! AHA!

BRILLIANT!

Not really. I bet you are right now thinking "what the heck is wrong with this person?" But really it could be cool if you think about it. Its like DRUMS...but its not the actual drum thats making the music see. Its the stick.

EH?

Schveet (sweet)

So I drum on my table all the time with two pencils with different lengths and make wierd beats and things. I get a lot of strange looks but what the heck. I dont care what they think because I know that its pretty cool sounding if I do it right.

Ive updated twice in the same half hour so I better stop updating and save my typing hands for after american idol! its gonna wicked awesome!

Have a good night!

WHERE WOULD WE BE WITHOUT MARSHMALLOWS?

So lets say your sitting around a campfire and you have nothing to do but sit there. You cant make smores because there would be no marshmallows. SURE you could roast a graham cracker and put some chocolate on top but people would give you wierd looks.

And then you have hot chocolate. You can put cream in it sure...BUT ITS NO FUN to not have SOMETHING in there that you can eat or just let melt and become a yummy cream...

Right now...I am trying not to consume the entire bag of miniature marshmallows sitting next to the computer. TEMPTING little buggers they are.

So. Let me think of something else you use marshmallows for...OH! IVE GOT IT! Okay. Rice krispy treats! Imagine eating baked rice krispies...WITOUT those marshmallows in there. All you would be eating is butter and cereal. EW. gross huh?

Im doing this new thing where I DONT necessarily talk about my day...But more like I talk about something random that people would ACTUALLY want to read.

Like my new idea?

Yeah... right.

ON TO ME NOW!

Today was a boring monday. Like usual. You know the routine I assume. How you get up at 5:30 in the morning to get ready for school, get there and you're incredibly tired, and then something either goes really wrong or its just like "school. WOW. Can something good happen please?"

Awesome.

HEY!

You know what I realized?

IM BORING in my blog. I dont SAY any of my emotions. And thats just because I care about what people think about me. I SHOULDNT. But I do. SO SUE ME!

It would take a lot out of me to be myself through a blog.

People know about it. And ugh.

REPUTATION- DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWN the DRAIN.

thats all for now.

night.

I guess Im not allowed to say the things I did with PEOPLE anymore. KNOW WHY? because it makes people MAD. So. HERES MY DAY! WITHOUT the people thing.

I set my alarm for 11 so I wouldnt wake up at 2 again. I took a shower and sat around for a while. Then my dad offered to take me to the guitar center to see if I could get a new guitar cord. I also wanted to get a few things for my electic guitar.

We get there and look around at the place for a while. Its pretty amazing. Guitars everywhere. And different sections for drums and whatnot. We found a better cord. My other one was 25 feet long. So this one would be a lot better. Its only 10 feet.

I got some knobs and guitar strap for my piece of crap ebay guitar that my sisters boyfriend gave me. IT WORKS! so I love it anyway. It looks MUCH better now.

I didnt get to play it much be had to leave to GO SOMEWHERE.

it was at 2.

AND NOW IM BACK!  at 10 or so.

wheeeeeeew that was a fun night.

goodnight everyone!

(you TOO "lover"!) :D

School was kind of strange today. You know why? Because it was kind of humorous!

I got to school in the morning for jazz band. We practiced...and PRACTICED...waiting for Mr Ernst to come. And when he finally came (a half hour late) he was asking how he could make it up to us. OF COURSE. Everyone was like "DOUGHNUTS!" but....Im trying to eat somewhat healthy. So I yelled, "CAN I HAVE A SALAD????"

::laughter::

"fine. A large order of doughnuts. and a salad."

YEAHH..... That was fun. We played for a while and then it was OFF to take my french test! It wasnt bad.

Homeroom was cool because for now on we dont have assigned seats. So now I can sit by....um. I can at least sit in the back! :D

And in band, we played MUSIC. "woooooooooo! GO JILL! YEEEEEEEHAW!" -Chris. My number one fan!

Then came Social Studies. We continued with that thing were we get in to our groups and practice our person or whatever. I cant explain it very well.

DANG! I HAVE to get off the computer like...RIGHT now So I will continue with my day tomorrow! and talk about...tomorrow tomorrow as well!

goodnight!

Im gonna do this new thing where each paragraph has some sort of point that I want to get across. And SO. Someone doesnt have to read EVERYTHING that I put here. Just pick a few paragraphs and read them. Then you can get it over with and COMMENT. Dig? okay.

so. Adam got 7 frickin posts on his last entry. And you know how many I got on MY last two?

ZERO!

That means I win right?

no.

crap! okay.

Today was quite a funny day actually! The morning in the band room was just me practicing, and hitting myself on the head with a giant rubber band ball that Justin was making bigger...and BIGGER. It made my head feel all...drunk? no. uh...hurt? no. OH WHATEVER!

In homeroom some people were talking about how we dont remember 80 percent of what we did or heard the day before. I cant decide if that would be true or not. Because you KNOW...I CANT REMEMBER.

In band. Well. We played MUSIC. My mouth was hurting really bad whenever I played my trumpet. I have this huge cut on the inside of my mouth in the back from my braces. So it hurts whenever I play. But nothing actually happened.

Then came social studies. We had to get in groups and...then...studied a famous person from a long time ago. WE didnt get to decide. Everyone takes rolls as if we are going to have to respond to reporters. I get to be the actress...who plays the guy who thought that women were stupid and supported slavery. sounds a LOT like me eh?

Algebra. State testing. WE GOT CAAAAAAAANDY!

Science was fun as usual. Lots of people talking loudly and making the teacher even MORE frustrated...Seems quite impossible but...we arent a very good class. Once some people go their classwork done, we got together and played "pictionary." Without the board, the cards, and the RULES. All we had was pencil and paper. Draw something....and then have people guess what it is. FUN FUN! we are such dorks...

Lunch. What can I say? It was humorous.

"ERIKA! CORNDOGS!!!!!!!!!!"

::stuffs corndoy in mouth making grunting noises::

HAHAHAHAHAHA! THAT...was a funny moment. just THINK about what you think the corn dog is. heh.

After lunch I had language arts which was pretty much just....boring stuff on to kill a mocking bird. And how to answer the questions the RIGHT way on the state testing. meh.

HEALTH!!!!! AHHHHH! Chris kept yelling sex...REALLY loud in the library. It was HILARIOUS! And then people had to prevent their STD... Adam and I have herpes. HEH. And then people kept saying random things that made me laugh REALLY loud in my hideous laugh. Gosh I hate it. Adam was like "GOTTA CATCH 'EM ALL....STDS!" like...from POKEMON...

yeah....

The bus was the usual group of people. We sang...and talked....and thats just about it. OH! and GOSSIPED. I love gossip....

Then then I made a bagel when I got home. Well actually, I put together a bagel. I didnt MAKE it.... yeah. and then I walked across the street to babysit the kids. Theyre okay I guess. Today was the first day that they were actually GOOD. wheeeeeew. it was stressful too.

GUESS WHAT I WATCHED??? a BIONICLE movie...you have to promise not to laugh but...it wasnt that bad. It was actually kind of interesting. (Im gonna shoot myself after hearing what people have to say about that.....)

So here I am...sitting here...after this very very long post.

I leave you with this convo. with erika and I.

SimplyArgPirate: whatcha doing?
e is for 3R1KA: ahhaha
e is for 3R1KA: homework
e is for 3R1KA: a poem on saturn!
e is for 3R1KA: so far these are my thoughts:
e is for 3R1KA: "saturns a big planet, so LIVE WITH IT, DAMMIT!!!! >:O" *pelts mr. lepene with rocks*
e is for 3R1KA:
SimplyArgPirate: hahahahahaha
SimplyArgPirate: I WANNA LIVE ON SATURN!
e is for 3R1KA: ME TOO
e is for 3R1KA: OMG.
e is for 3R1KA: OH. MY. GOD.
e is for 3R1KA: well not really
e is for 3R1KA: because earth boys are hott hott hott!
e is for 3R1KA: *sizzle*
e is for 3R1KA:
SimplyArgPirate: hahahahahaha
SimplyArgPirate: what are SATURN boys like erika
e is for 3R1KA: its twue
e is for 3R1KA: eh....
e is for 3R1KA: not so much. :-]
e is for 3R1KA: **
SimplyArgPirate: lol
SimplyArgPirate: HAHAHAHAHA
e is for 3R1KA: hahaha
e is for 3R1KA: ha...?
SimplyArgPirate: I just...pictured you making out with this alien...from saturn.........and then your like "YOUR SOOOO MUCH HOTTER THAN THE GUYS BACK HOME!"
SimplyArgPirate: and yeah.........
e is for 3R1KA: HAHAHAHAHAA
e is for 3R1KA: OMG HECK YES.
SimplyArgPirate: hahaha
SimplyArgPirate: I want to marry a guy with an accent.
e is for 3R1KA: OMG ME TOO.
SimplyArgPirate: lol
e is for 3R1KA: preferrabley european.
e is for 3R1KA: that's soooooooooo hott.
e is for 3R1KA: russian is okay too
SimplyArgPirate: AUTSTRALIAN!!!!!!
e is for 3R1KA: russian guys are hot.
SimplyArgPirate:
e is for 3R1KA: but they intimidate me
e is for 3R1KA: hahahahahaha
SimplyArgPirate: hahaha

dont go thinking that I believe that there are aliens on saturn now.

Yeah....have a good night!

( watch the amazing progress of my friends website! www.sketch-pad.cjb.net !)

I LOST MY ALGEBRA HOMEWORK THAT WAS DUE TODAY!

I promised that I would start out well in algebra this year. But...ugh. So far not so good.

In OTHER news.

tonight is the DC trip meeting! Its gonna get me even more HYPED (heh) up for the trip! Im thinking that gail and nyssa are gonna be my room mates for this thing. I REALLY dont want to be with people I dont really know...

I need to babysit those really annoying kids across the street tomorrow. Its gonna be fun... The little boy wont stop talking and the girl always finds a way to drift off away from her homework. She doesnt really...do it......... But I make her! Bribing is alllllllll it takes.

Last year I was SOOOOOOOO excited for valentines day. Remember the gifts I gave???? REMEMMMMMMBER???? ::hint hint::

Now Im not excited this year. ::sigh::

I walk this walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

GREEEEAT song! I learned how to play the whole thing on my bass. Its pretty easy but yeah....I got a blister.

and NOW its a scar. bleh.

Im kinda hungry. Im gonna go eat something. More posts later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA!!!!

If the decorating of the locker wasnt enough, then THERE YOU GO!

:D

I am just not very smart when it comes to technology. I use it every single day but it just DOESNT MAKE SENSE to me sometimes. I deleted over half of my pictures that I took. And you know what took their place???

stupid pictures of clay. NO...NOT AIKEN. the molding stuff. GRAH!

Im frustrated. I cant seem to get some of my website to work either. dnhoafjhdshf;dj!

OH! I havent done my algebra yet. I PROMISED myself that I would get in the habit of doing it. Annnnnnnnnnnnd...I broke it after the first day. Just picture me trying to go on a diet. NOOOOT gonna happen.

So I started drawing this thing, where its like just me and three of my old friends like 5 years ago, and its got all of these words blended into the title. Its kinda wierd but......GOSH! People kept coming up to me today while I was working on it being like "thats awesome!" or something like that...but then once I get to my friends its just "pathetic."

Tomorrow will be a happy day. I told myself that I would make it be a happy day.

I need to read right now though. I havent read in a while. (when I say that I mean a day) Im in this really good book and I dont want to really set it down but I havent had time to continue today.

I should put some more pics in here........

yeah. that sounds good!

Sounds like a creepy lady thats trying to get little kids to stop fighting...heh.

SO! I havent really put a happy post in here for a while. So here we go!

wait...I cant think of anything happy...think think think...

I did my algebra! (for those who dont read my blog, this is a BIG accomplishment!"

and....... I watche football practically all day. That was fun.

except the steelers LOSSSSSSSSSSSST! nooooooooooooooooo!

oh well. :(

so much for happy eh?

Dont you wish you could take things back that you did? I bet so.

I wish...that I could go back to yesterday. And yesterday I wished top go back a week. And before that, I may have wanted to redo that entire month or YEAR! So. If I put it all together, I would be that little kid sitting in front of the television watching blues clues. Back when I would complain about my feet being "tired" while walking around in the mall.

I want to go back. And be able to do things differently. But if there was ANY day that I would want to do over. It would be today...I think...

I am sick.

no not like "cough cough" sick. I am sick of myself. I KNOW, I KNOW Im going through that "self pity" mode. But I just cant help it right now. It doesnt last long for me. Come monday I might have a smile on my face.

yep.

You want to know what Im failing??

Im failing these things:

algebra

being able to communicate well with friends

being happy

telling the truth

making people happy

being open with myself

giving good advide these days

GRAH! I dont know what to do.

But it doesnt matter anymore.

I think my blog says that today is wednesday...So Im kind of confused...

Oh well. Im still sick. I actually wish I had gone to school today. I would have felt like crap, but I hate missing out on homework and such.

You wanna hear about my alegebra troubles? Okay. So. A few weeks ago we started a new chapter in algebra. I didnt think it was too hard, but then I lost my first assignment. So I tried to get that done while the other homework was coming at me. I became frustrated. The homework piled up because I was getting so angry. I didnt want to get help from my dad because he wouldnt understand WHY I wasnt getting my homework done.

I tried to tell my teacher why I was falling behind last week...but she was still going through a section a day and I was panicing. Now Im just like AHHHHHH!

I tried to do my math today. But everything that shes been teaching us all blurs together so I cant tell what Im supposed to do... She went through everything too fast. And when she asks for questions Im just like "there are way too many to ask..." and blah blah blah!

::sigh::

my head feels like its gonna explode...

ITS WEDNESDAY! ahhhhhh! what the heck is going on????

I need to go outside or something... I need fresh air.

Its a little after 5 and I still feel crummy as ever.

I was told to update by JULIA, so here I am.

Heres what all I did today:

- sleep

- eat

- play PS2

- read

- worry about what all I missed in school

- talk online

- watched ELLEN!

thats just about it. FUN FUN!

make me feel better someone... (you dont HAVE to)

So here I am. AT HOME.... sick.

My mom thinks I might have strep throat! That wouldnt be good. Because I think that this week was going to be exciting at school...

MORE TIME TO DO THE HOMEWORK I DIDNT DO OVER THE WEEKEND THOUGH! (':wink:')

So... I spent the night over at nyssa's with natalie and julia!! It was quite fun!

TROY! Pretty much, its just full of hot guys without clothes on, fighting eachother. But you cant tell who you are supposed to be cheering for. But they all die in the end. Except for orlando bloom whom I dont like anymore just because he played the part of the guy that made the whole movie depressing. ::sigh::

SLEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

MORNING! Im the best back massager in the school! well, probably not. But I am pretty darn good. Ive put people to sleep before...

So. Then we go to the mall. FOR A RALLY LONG TIME. And we see justin and eric there but not for longer than a few seconds because they ran away...

Im sore. My throat hurts, my mouth hurts, my nose hurts, and my eyes are really tired. ::sigh::

AHHHHHHHH! my back hurts too!

I need something to make me feel better. BEFORE the starting of american idol.

comments?

^

pictures! I messed up.... dangit!

I HATE TBLOG! its sooooo slow! and when I clicked publish post after all of that time of writing a post, its like "we are fixing some issues" and Im like WHAT THE HECK?!?!?!?

I think Im gonna drop tblog and go to something else. I dont even want to write all of that stuff I wrote again. Its just not worth it. GRAH!!!

Babysitting can be fun. If the kids are okay and whatnot. But these kids really get on my nerves, and the parents pay me about (meaning a little less) than 5 dollars an hour. Thats REALLY low for a babysitters pay.

But they seem to be doing well on money though. Concidering they have 3 computers, one which has the biggest flat screen monitor I have EVER seen. So. how do poor people do it? I dont know.

Should I ask for more pay?

NOW ON TO SCHOOL!

I am so confused. I am told that I should be more open with myself. But when I actually do that....ugh. Its just not good.

School was boring. But it made me happy to see that people cared enough to try and make me happy. YEAH... I laughed sometimes. OHHHHH! speaking of laughing, Gail was really frustrated with adam rolling an orange at her, and spitting out his noodles in the soup. So she took the orange and stuffed it in the cup. NATURALLY, the soup sprayed out the

sides and went everywhere. IT WAS HILARIOUS!

Then they out a paper bag over the top of it all. NOBODY KNEW IT HAPPENED.

this is a strange pic of me. I took TONS. Most of them I was trying to look scary. in this one I just forgot to put on a creepy face...

hahaha! I should put pics in here for now on... I WILL!

comments?